Anything that happens, happens.

May 31, 2009

I have a new favorite website….

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THIS shit has me laughing so hard.  OMG….I’ve even managed to put off folding the laundry because I’ve read through the ENTIRE archives on the website.  I know what you’re thinking right now…”G’s Suziannie that’s not like you at all.  I mean you’re always so prompt with the pulling the warm clothes out of the dryer and folding and then hanging up and putting them away and stuff.  Wow, that’s just crazy that you would sit and read about cute animals on the internet!  That site must truly be hilarious to keep you from all your responsibilites and stuff.”

It s.  It really is.

May 5, 2009

New Beginnings

Filed under: Life In A Nutshell — suziannie @ 4:15 pm
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Since my now Ex-husband’s girlfriend emailed me to tell me about their 4 year relationship (we had been married for 3 years so you can imagine my shock) I’ve been a member of an online support site for people recovering from infidelity, whether they chose to stay or leave. They were all very supportive and helpful in all stages of the end of my relationship and I’ve been trying to “pay it forward” and stick around to provide insight and support when I can. But it’s getting tough. Now that my divorce is final I’m working on creating a new life. Many of the members there are dating but honestly are so bitter and jaded (which I can completely understan) that they can’t have fun or let down their guards enough to see clearly in relationships. I’ve been wondering how much of my feelings are valid or the sheer product of my own dumb luck of finding someone wonderful that makes me happy and that I want a future with so soon after the end of my marriage.

I signed up on Yahoo Personals last fall , before marriage was final because I wanted someone (male) to hang out with. I wasn’t looking for a boyfriend, just someone, or some people to spend a little time with every now and then. Sure I ran into some scary guys. Some guys that seemed ok at first but made me want to change my number after a few meetings. But as I wasn’t in it to get married, I just took it all with a grain of salt. Then oddly, a search turned up Ben when it shouldn’t have (he was not within the age requirements I’d entered.) and we’ve been together practically every day since our first date. Like I said I got lucky.

Anyways, it just irritates me to see so many people down on themselves because they’ve been divorced or their in their 40’s or are overweight (as a lifer in the Fat Girls club doe NOT get me started on self esteem issues-I don’t have them because I? Am fabulous whether I’m 400 pounds or 150). Grrrrr.

I’m thinking I’m very close to reaching the end of my relationship with that site as it seems I’ve moved on successfully.

There was a post today about soulmates, and the person who started the thread found a quote by Rumi a 13th century poet:
“The minute I heard my first love story I started looking for you not knowing how blind that was. Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere, they’re in each other all along.”

I think it’s wonderful. I did a little poking around and found this that fits with my mindset today perfectly:
“Your task is not to seek love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against yourself.”

I love that and I wish there was a way to pass it on to the members of that site withou the negative words I’d hear in response.

About my current New Beginning…today I started the process for my annulment through the Catholic Church. It’s funny, even though I’m offically divorced it’s not enough for me. I need that paper from the Church stating that not only is my first marriage null and void it should have never happened.

I have a few good ways to go with this since he was cheating before the wedding. But most importantly since we weren’t married in the church (something I was only ok with because he agreed to have our union blessed before the wedding but always refused to act on it when I brought it up. Which incidentally was a big issue for me) I was married in the “absence of Canonical Law” which makes it much quicker and easier. If all goes well I’ll be annulled in about 90 days.

The feeling I had once the divorce was final was good, but you have no idea (well maybe you do) how awesome it feels to have started this process. I hope it goes smoothly.

May 4, 2009

Think Geek.com

Filed under: Boring, Life In A Nutshell — suziannie @ 5:17 pm
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My order came this morning, which was surprising as I never got a shipping notice. For the record I used some Geek points to get a free t-shirt with the purchase of a second shirt. Of course I bought Ben two more shirts to add to his collection. The Rock, Paper, Scissors, Lizard, Spock shirt, and “Obey Gravity, it’s the law!”. Think Geek also was running a special for free shipping on orders $30.00 and higher so I peeked and bought myself something fun. Namely a folding stand for my iPod Touch and a stylus.

The stand was only $5.00, and the stylus $15. Which made me hesitate, but given the good deal already-between the free shirt and the free shipping I figured I’d go for it.

So it all arrived this morning and I’m pretty impressed with my stuff. The holder is a flat piece of platic that you fold and stand sort of like an easel, it’s got groves with a prtector of sorts to hold you iPod in and folds completely flat when not in use. Pretty damn smart.

The stylus looks like a stylus but instead of a pointy end there’s a bit of foam. It works well, I’m typing this on my iPod Touch now in fact, far fewer errors, but you do have to have a firmer grip/push when using it. I like it. Not sure if it’s worth $15, but it does what it says it will and is pretty cool.

Here are some photos…

May 3, 2009

Why Ben thinks I’m awesome

Filed under: Life In A Nutshell — suziannie @ 2:55 am
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Tonight we were supposed to go to a baseball game, the first of a 15 pack of tickets that Ben bought.  It was also Nolan Ryan statue night for the 1st 20,000 people.  Sadly the closer we got to time to leave, the harder it started raining, and by the time we got to the stadium it was raining so hard they weren’t even bothering to man the parking lots.  So we decided to skip the game as we were sure it was about to be canceled.  But, it was Nolan Ryan night, and I know that Ben loves Nolan Ryan almost as much as me.  Soooooo I managed to persuade Ben to drop me off near an entrance and let me run in for a statue.  Easier said than done, it was pouring rain and I got wet immediately.  Soaked.  So I ran in and got the statue, noticed that I was not alone in that task…the guy in front of me was arguing that since he had 4 tickets he needed 4 statues.  Apparently it doesn’t work like that and the statue give away person/ticket scanner instructed the person togo back out, get the next ticket come back in and so forth.  At that point I kicked myself because I’d only thought to bring one of our two tickets.  But by then I had my statue in my dripping hands so  I walked out and went back to the street to find Ben. Only so much time had passed that the traffic directing cops had made Ben circle.  So I stood there, well paced around trying to find a covered spot to hid out in until he made it back.  Only there wasn’t one so I found a corner in which slightly less rain was falling so I stood there. Still getting wet, but not quite as badly.  Rememeber that scene in Four Weddings and a Funeral when Andy McDowell’s character is standing in the rain and says “There a point you reach when you can’t get more wet” that’s about how soaked I was, so it didn’t make much of a difference other than making me feel slightly less stupid for standing still in the pouring rain.

Seconds later, Ben pulled up and I ran into the car.  Racoon eyed, wet hair and clothes so wet that it looked like I’d fallen in a pool.  I handed Ben his statue.  And he smiled.

dsci0032

Although I’m not sure if it’s because he got a statue of his favorite player or because I started to take my shirt off. 

Hey, Plano is a long car ride from Arlington when you’re soaking wet.

April 26, 2009

Oliver and The New Shelf

Filed under: Boring, Doggie Stuff, Life In A Nutshell — suziannie @ 6:11 pm
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Oliver is trying to get a nap on the love seat. But I think the shelf is bothering him. Every few minutes he pokes his head up and looks at it, growls, sniffs the air and then tries to go back to sleep.

  

Dinner tonight was gooooooooood

This is one of those nights I really wish I could eat a lot. I made Beef Wellington. YUMMO! I saw Gordon Ramsay do it on the F Word a week ago or so and I thought -”Well shit, I can do that.” Also they make it pretty often in Kitchen Nightmares.

Here’s how I did it:

In a food processor, pulse mushrooms until finely chopped.

Like this:
I used Portabello, Baby Bella, White, and Shitake. Because that’s what they had at the store and I couldn’t decide.

Then place in a hot pan with nothing else to cook the water out of the mushrooms.

Mushrooms are full of water, you can see the steam was pretty thick. You can’t tell, but the mushrooms were pretty much boiling in their own ‘juices’. It’s about this time that I realized that I forgot to get stuff to make a nice gravy and that since it was Wellington I was making there would be no pan drippings. So once the mushrooms were done-they stuck together easily, looked drier and there was little to no steam-I removed them and deglazed the pan with a little truffle oil and some sherry. I saved the ‘drippings’

At that point I quickly trimmed the roast I’d bought-I wanted a nice 3 or 4 pound tenderloin but they didn’t have any so I bought a small roast-to make it a uniform size-I kept the trimmings for the gravy I was cobbling together too. Then I rubbed it down with kosher salt and garlic pepper.

Then place in a hot pan to quickly sear on all sides to seal the juices inside.

Remove from pan and cool for a moment or two. Then brush with English Mustard. I couldn’t find the Coleman’s I wanted, so I used standard yellow. Next time though I think I’ll hold out for the Coleman’s as it was a bit too tangy. But still pretty tasty. Notice how I did this in a plate so I didn’t have yellow mustard stains all over my cutting board?

Meanwhile I added the drippings to the pan I’d seared the roast in. As well as some onion a little mushrooms and garlic as well as some spices as well as the finely chopped trimmings. I let it boil while I finished.

I laid out some plastic wrap, and put down a layer of prosciutto (spelled wrong I’m sure). Then spread the mushrooms over it.

It’s easier said than done, but wrap that roast up inside the wrap.


Place in the fridge for at least 15 min. At this point I found some carrots in the fridge that were a little too dried out to eat on their own so I decided to turn my gravy into a sauce and added them into the pan.

I also cut up a potato-skin on, added some Italian Seasoning, some salt and pepper and celery seed. I let it boil until the carrots were mushy, and started in on my other intended dish…mashed potatoes. Now just so you know, I pureed the veggie/stock mixture and served it like a sauce. Since it’s an orangey brown sauce and sort of lumpy I didn’t bother with photos. Plus, we’ve all seen sauce covered potatoes right?

Then I decided that enough time had passed and I worked on covering the roast roll in the puff pastry. I bought frozen, and wanted to document the whole process, but between the roast roll and the sticky dough my hands were a bit too messy to bother with the camera so I just got it done. Tip-be generous with egg wash while wrapping. After wrapping, brush with beaten egg, score and sprinkle with coarse salt. I used Kosher.

According to Gordon, place it in the oven at about 425 for about 40min (if it’s a 4 pound piece of meat). Mine was bigger, so waited until it reached about 150 degrees.
Of course the 1st time I poked it, it started leaking. But damn doesn’t that look pretty??

All in all it took just over an hour, 70min. I let it sit for 20 to rest before slicing. Even with the room temp right at 72, it was still very hot.

In hindsight I could have cooked it longer-but it was a cheap cut of meat-the selection was quite limited and frankly I’m going to start going to the butcher shop for things like this. So I’m glad I didn’t cook it longer and that Ben and I like meat on the rarer side. Even though it looks like it’s dripping and glistening, other than a fine wetness on the board, there’s no big pool of juice, and there wasn’t when I plated it and stared at it for 5 min to see if it would. Which made me feel nice. Medium Rare, but not bloody.

Doesn’t it look pretty?? I did good!!

But Gordon Ramsay did good with this version, I know that mustard and proscuitto aren’t traditional additions-a proper Duxelles (pate mixed into the mushrooms cut up and cooked like I did) is called for, with a generous addition of truffles. But seriously, who wants to pay for those (pate and truffles), not me. Also, I didn’t check, but I bet Wal-Mart doesn’t even sell pate or truffles. And that’s where I was shopping today. Overall, it was very good, very flavorful, and apart from a lot of little steps it’s actually very easy to put together. Although next time I think I’ll stick with the portabella mushrooms, only way more of them, and cook them longer. And also better meat. It was a teeny bit tough, while there was a nice amount of fat on the outside, there was little to no marbling. I knew it wouldn’t be as tender when I saw it in the store, but it was the best looking one there. Which is why I’ve decided to start going to butcher shops when I’m cooking meat centric meals, and why I didn’t cook it longer.

April 22, 2009

I’ve got a new hero…

Filed under: Uncategorized — suziannie @ 2:46 am
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Mr Dave, of Mr. Dave’s Pantry  formerly The Ridiculous Food Society of  Upstate New York.

Awesome site.  Awesome ideas.  Awesome use of bacon and pork products.  Just plain awesome.

I’m pretty sure I found the best website ever!

Filed under: Food!, Life In A Nutshell — suziannie @ 2:33 am
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Well apart from Pimp That Snack, in which regular average people take popular snack foods (popular in the UK I mean) and make them much much larger.  The link is to the page where they pimp out a Cadbury Creme Egg.  Want!

So the one I found, ‘where dreams become heart attacks’ is also pretty neat.  I’m not sure how many of the things on there are real, but a lot of the photos seemed to be taken in forgien fast food places so you never know.  Also a few of the items (fried coke, chicken fried bacon, fried oreos, fried guacamole) were at the Dallas State Fair this year (and very good too thankyouverymuch) so I know that those not only are real, but that many many people pay for them, and also some of them have won AWARDS, like the award winning Fried Cheese Curds we had.  Yum. 

Anyways, on this site, I saw these gems…

A bacon breakfast taco.  It’s weaved bacon fried to make a ’shell’ filled with egg, tomatoes, cheese and more bacon! 

Bacon seemed to play a huge roll in many of the websites submissions, there was bacon chocolate chip cookies, candied bacon cookies, many bacon ideas like this one that plays upon one of my favorite foods from my homeland…

The Poutine:

This is a Bacon Poutine though. 

And finally this ‘cake’ that I’m pretty sure I’m going to make for dinner one night…


It’s meatloaf, frosted with mashed potatoes and ketchup! 

So the site is called  This is Why You’re Fat, and it’s got some neat things on there if you’re bored and like extreme food porn.

April 17, 2009

I’m a dumbass

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I have been organizing a Bridal Shower for the other assistant in my department. As an assistant we’re all typically delegates on both email and calendar items for our bosses as well as other people in the department. So when I sent out the invite via Outlook a moment ago, for the SUPRISE shower. You can imagine how I felt when I got back several read receipts from the bride. *sigh* oh well. Maybe I’ll have some chocolate.

April 12, 2009

Weekend over

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Ben has to work on Sunday’s. He’s off half a day Wednesday and then Thursday through Saturday.  So since I’ve known him I’ve always seen Sunday’s as the start of the week for us.  I rarely do much of anything-catch up on laundry, read.  grocery shop.  Sometimes I get adventurous and venture out to the gym, or clean.  Lately I’ve been working with my trainer on Sunday afternoons.  Tomorrow I’ve volunteered to cook most of the dinner.  With the parents living so close now-just the other side of the apartment complex actually-holiday’s with them might be very easy.  Versus a 3 1/2 hour car ride with Oliver the Constant Whining Co-Dependent Terrier, and then repeat a day or few days later I mean. 

So I have a plan to tackle tomorrow:

  1. Wake up around* the same time Ben leaves for work (5:20am) and walk dogs.
  2. Have some tea and maybe an egg white.
  3. Go to gym for cardio-treadmill and then swim.  Hopefully take full advantage of Easter Sunday’s events and enjoy a nearly empty gym so I can use the hot tub, sauna and steam room in that order without teenagers/children around.  Or annoying yuppies.**
  4. Go to Market Street, the new grocery store that, according to the flyer they sent out with handy coupons, will make my shopping experience faster, economical and negate the need for me to stop at both the regular grocery store and the ‘gourmet’ one.  Which is great as I need truffle oil and morels as well as a variety of mushrooms-button and portabella are great but Central Market has a great selection.  I’m ok with using a variety of fresh and dried as I can reuse the re-hydration water in the risotto if I use some dried mushrooms Central Market always has, along with a pretty hefty price tag too.  Hopefully this place will have everything I need. 
  5. Come back home, clean the apartment thoroughly.   Is desperately needed
  6. Start laundry.
  7. Brush and bathe the dogs.  Also is desperately needed, dog hair everywhere.
  8. Shower and return to gym for session with trainer 1/2 hour before hand. According to her, climbing up the stairs to the workout area is not an appropriate warm up.  Will start staking elevator since it doesn’t make any difference.
  9. Return home, re-shower.
  10. Make dessert-tart lemon pudding (sugar free!) with berries.
  11. Prep ingredients for side dishes: Mushroom risotto-chop shallots, garlic, parsely, mushrooms and soak dried mushrooms.  Prepare broth (I have Mushroom base to which I’ll add some carrots, celery, garlic, onion and the baggie of mushroom stems from  my freezer.). Caprese Salad-chop and seed cucumbers, tomatoes, shred basil.
  12. At 6:00 box it all up and take to Mom and Dad’s. Upon arrival cook risotto, toss veggies with White Balsamic vinegar (no discoloration on the mozzerella) and cheese. Pipe pudding into glasses.

I’ll update as the day goes, or perhaps at the end of the day.  It won’t be a late night as Ben will be tired and we both have to go to work in the morning.  Also I’ve been wanting to work out in the morning’s instead of working out in the evenings***. Tomorrow seems as good of a day as any to start getting up early. I mean he gets up at 4:30 and leaves at 5:20.  Also, if I get out of bed, the dogs wake up and once Oliver is awake he’s wide freaking awake my friends.  So wish me luck!

*Around means within the next 2 hours, give or take.

**You’d think after over a year in Plano, and two years in the Dallas area I’d be used to the Yuppies.  But you’d be wrong.

*** By working out in the evenings I mean planning to do so, packing my gym bag and bringing it with me to work so I don’t have to go home first and find something that will surely distract me (I’m looking at you DVR), driving to the gym and trying to come up with some reason to not go unless the trainer is expecting me to show up, and then feel guilty enough to turn back around and go to the gym.  Only to half heartedly work out because the gym is packed with annoying teenagers and yuppies, I find people who can read/talk on the phone/breathe while on any piece of gym equipment distracting. What exactly are they trying to prove?  If anyone out there is considering hiring a trainer as motivation-do it. It works.  In fact join a ridiculously expensive gym it works wonders!  May I suggest  Lifetime Fitness?  A single membership is $86 a month and a low level trainer is $69 an hour!  And everything is spic and span, even the urinals.  Honest.  They’re retiling the ladies locker room so we have to use the men’s as they couldn’t find a company that has an all women crew.  Really girls, apparently the home improvement  job market is ready for us!!  Plus they have an indoor and outdoor waterslide-big ones, and the place seems to always smell like pizza-well the cafe is right near the front doors and apparently the pizza is good because they are always making it.  Once you get past the cafe you can’t smell it anymore but what’s better than being greeted by the aroma of fresh pizza?  Not much.  Not much at all.

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